The Reflection

"It's never easy for a good woman to walk away;

especially after she's invested so much of herself into making it work.

Just know, that by the time she finally decides to leave,

she's given you countless chances and debated the idea,

over and over in her head, at least 1000 times.

She's exhausted; she's frustrated and totally heartbroken

to have to walk away from a man who,

deep down inside,

she still loves

and is still willing to fight for."

Reflections Of A Man by Mr. Amari Soul

 

She started 2015 with pain in her heart & finished 2015 with ungraceful soul and tears in her eyes. All she wanted was to live in peace. But she, can she stop loving him? Stopping this unrequited love & living in peace for the rest of her life. She is so much loving him. No one could describe how much she loves that man. She loves him with all her heart & soul. She feels like the day she stops loving him is the day her heart stops beating.

But that man... doesn't love her as better as he did, neither as much as she does.

She can't stop wanting him. It's pointless to say, so she'll just live her life in dreams of yesterday. Ask her why she keeps on loving a man when it's clear that he doesn't feel the same way for her. The problem is that as much as she can't force him to love her, she can't force herself to stop loving him. She can't stop loving him no matter how much it hurts, because losing him would be so much worse than any pain he could ever cause her.

What happened to her?
She's desperate.
She's broken.
She's tired.