Of all the people
I used to be,
I miss the one
that you loved,
the most.
Just Perfect
Another December.
It has been 3 years of me being single.
And still have zero interest of remarriage.
No, I'm not traumatized. Not at all.
My life now is just perfect.
Me, my self. My son. My carrier.
I couldn't ask for more.
Back then on 2017.
How horrible I was at that time.
I was broken mentally & financially.
I thought it would be better If I were died.
I couldn't hold on for long time.
I'm glad I was brave enough to ask for professional help.
Journaling & meditation helped me get out from mental breakdown.
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| Thanks for leaving. It's time for happiness to come. |
2 days left before 2021.
How tough I am now.
I have passed all the obstacles with pride.
I feel healthier both mentally & physically.
My financial is also getting better.
I'm not rich, but I'm enough, and that's all I need.
I have no debt, I have saving, I have investment.
I'm surrounded by good people.
They are all lovely friends & supportive colleagues.
I'm grateful to have a courage to walk out from people who break me down.
Unbloomed Flower
The withered flower finally blooms.
Blooming after so many tough seasons.
The beautiful flower with charming petals.
Until one day the flower is picked.
Those charming petals fall off and they are thrown away.
And the sun looked down at the flower and said,
"you are too full of everything
that make you whole to ever be loved in halves."
Where flowers bloom, so does hope.
For every flowers lose their petals every year.
And they still stand tall,
wait for better days to come.
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| Image courtesy of April Green |
Like wildflowers,
she must allow herself to grow
in all the places people thought she never would.
Home
Jakarta.
I don't know how much time is left until I finally leave this city.
My kind of love-hate relationship.
One thing I love the most about Jakarta, the city lights.
One thing I hate the most about Jakarta, the people.
People refers to those who treat me wrong.
I never thought before that life would be this hard.
The biggest lesson in my life I've learned in this city.
Many smiles, many more tears.
Many obstacles, many more blessings.
At the end of the day, having a grateful heart was the only savior.
Let us go home.
But where to go?
No place to go home.
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